Why do you say things that you know are misleading?
Is it your way of secretly pleading?
Are you begging me to question your motivation?
Do you speak so freely and pretend to be joking so that you’re never left owning…
Owning the truth in what you say or do?
What can I do to just convince you to tell me the truth?
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t strike down –
Not if it meant having the truth out in the open.
I would like to understand all these words that you’ve spoken.
Because – sometimes – you can get almost too serious and too close…
And sometimes you’re just so flirty without remorse.
Of course, I can’t tell what remorse actually is –
At least not with you! Because you’re so fucking sarcastic!
But there are times, too; other times where I swear it’s just you,
And your messed up way of saying that these are the real feelings you’re having,
And that’s what is so goddamn frustrating – so infuriating.
So – when you have a free moment – give me a call and tell me what’s up.
Tell me without any hesitation or delay why it is that you feel this way.
Tell me the cause of your admiration that sometimes feels tailored,
Although equally insincere.
Because, honest to god, I would love to hear.